What shall I say, how should I weep...
All I want to do is to snooze off to a life long sleep...
A sleep that'll patch all the shattered pieces of my mind...
A sleep that'll mend all the ruptured pieces of my heart...
I didn't want to be this person who'd judge you by your doings...
See you in the eye and find someone else's reflection...
We've had our differences; we've had our gaps...
But we made it work and we've finally arrived...
Arrived to a place where we hesitate to comfort each other...
Holding each other’s hand yet feeling strangers....
I will kill to get that same feeling back again...
The feeling that made me feel that the world was right...
The feeling of having you besides me will save me from all the worlds smite...
That beautiful illusion is fading away...
You hand is also slipping away...
Now is the time to think what went wrong and what was right...
Before the night falls and we say goodnight....
You looked in to my eyes
I couldn’t control myself
I just had to smile
The feelings were there
Inside my heart
I wanted to walk with you
I couldn’t bear to part
But something stopped me
I tripped over a stone
I looked up
And found myself ALONE .
I maybe heartbroken...
But I ain't sad.
On the fast track to get my life back.
Got a pen and a notepad
To note down what went wrong in all of that
but there is only one conclusion I got so far
After clearing up all the mud and the tar
I see that I gave in to everything you said
Making me look like a fool believing in all that crap...
I wanted to share whatever I had with you.
Thinking that it'll grow as long as we're true (to each other)
to each other’s feelings we'll respect and care
Not leaving behind one another in this world's fair
But reality broke it down to me
I was getting nothing but lies and deceit
Shall I frown or pass this as a mistake
That you didn't know I raised the stakes
Cause I wanted it to last not fall apart in the middle
Didn’t want it to sound like a difficult riddle
but if its then I don't mind
Cause I might be heartbroken but I ain't loosing my mind...
Why does love come to me like pain?
Why does love come to me like strain?
All my life love seemed to me a gain...
All my life I ran to catch this train...
All I got was a stormy rain...
All that I never wanted was this sweet sensitive pain!!!
Still I enjoy this pain
To be alive for this pain
For in this pain, ecstasy I gain
Don’t know why it makes me sane.
It takes me to an altitude unknown
I drift above the clouds, above all that most people feign.
There I meet my love in solace
and we are together again.
Ceasing to exist is the pain
numbness descends and reigns
But still my heart is not to be tame
It wants the endless beauty, pleasure and fame
That neither the sky, nor the clouds help me gain.
Its just you who can help me gain
It’s you who makes me sane
Why does love come to me like pain
Again & Again & Again & Again?
