Saturday, January 26, 2008

GOD only knows!!!

Sitting here in my room,
thinking of all the past memories
Smiling my thoughts away.............
I wonder how it would have been if I told u how I felt?

Would we have been together?
Or would it have made no difference to our lives?
God only knows better.

But what I see from now…….
is a bright light that touches the sky,
entering inside me, giving me hope,
To live, to look ahead and to make a difference in my life.

Will I be able to do it all by my own?
Or will you be there with me in it?
As I carry on with my life, experiences add to it
and the learning process keeps on rolling.

What I have learned so far is the reality of life,
that could not be learned by any book.
But what I don’t know is you.

Will u be there with me or will I be alone.
Smiling my thoughts away I close my eyes
listening to my heart calling Ur name.

But will you ever hear it?

God only knows……………….

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I never used to believe in Fairies


I never used to believe in fairies
Till I met you


You came like a fairy into my life
Simply out of nowhere
Turned it up and down
Like it were a gown

You infused life into this body
In spite of being a nobody
You made me feel
As if though I was someone special

You laughed you cried
And many more you tried
Your words your smile
Made me feel like a child

You changed the outlook of my life
You behaved like a good wife
Kept utmost care
But I wonder why should you care

This made me think
It made me feel
That you made me see the 'ME' in me
By putting in the 'YOU' in you

I never used to believe in fairies
Till I met you

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Saturday, January 05, 2008

Since the day


Since the day when I came to a halt...
Since the day your love and care stopped...
I've made a world of my own to hide...
A world which is alien to your cruelty and smite...
A world so tender and pure...
Like the love and care that we once endured...
Since the day you left without a goodbye....
Shying away to see me eye to eye...
I've made every effort to subdue my feelings that once flourished...
Made me feel gutless without you and with you courageous...
It could have been more than what it is...
If it had to end, it could have been more than a cliché than what it is...
I've trashed myself in hope to empty myself of these feelings...
Empty myself and start my healing....
Though it seems like a tedious task to me...
Then again, I thought you were madly in love with me...
I am only human to have made that grave a mistake...
Assuming to have a woman which will make my life like a piece of cake...
But since the day we went our separate ways...
I've taught myself never to dream and always stay awake...

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